My name is Chris
I am three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I cant do a wrong
I cant speak at all
Or else I'm locked up
All day long.
When im awake I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home
When my mommy does come home
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll just get
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Chariles bar
I hear him curse
My name is called
I press myself
Against the wall
I try to hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault
He suffers at work
He slaps and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And run to the door
Hes already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken,
"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much to late
His face has been twisted
Into a unimaginable shape
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
O please God, have mercy!
O please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor.

My name is Chris
I am three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me


And if you read this, and don't pass it on I pray for your forgivness. Because you would have to be one heartless person to not be effected
by this Poem. And because you are effected, do something about it!
All I ask you to do, if you are at all against Child Abuse, is to pass this on!

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I'm not one to normally post or even email these sort of things, but this one is pretty powerful. It does not claim that anything good will happen if you pass it on, nor that anything bad will occur if you don't. It is only an eye-opener for those who live blind to other people's pain.

"Who was your last?"

just be 100% truthful .. hmm ok !

LAST PERSON....

1. You hung out with?: Dan, Amanda and Adam

2. Last person you texted?: Uhm, Gord, when I still used my cell phones.

3. You were in a car with?: Dan when he drove me home last night

4. Went to the movies with?: Went to see "Super Bad" with Dan, Holly never showed.

5. Went to the mall with?: Haha, guess!.... Dan yesterday. Went hunting for a new purse and a sweater (which, by the way, i didn't find) and Dan bought his jacket.

6. You talked to on the phone?: My sister last night, asking how to cook something

7. Made you laugh?: Surprise surprise... Dan.

8. You hugged?: Alithia

9. You cried with?: Sherrie right after she gave birth to her daughter.

WOULD YOU RATHER...?

1. Love or be loved?: A good combination of both. Balance is key.

2. Be serious or be funny?: A good combination of both.

3. Drink whole or skim milk?: Chocolate soy milk. stupid lactose!

4. Die in a fire or get shot?: Bang! it's quicker. And plus I prefected the act of being shot when I was acting in "Bang, Bang, You're Dead!"

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ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or moon?: Both. I love nice warm days, but I love midnight walks.

2. Winter or Fall?: Fall, com'mon! Leaf fights!

3. Left or right?: Righty

4. Sunny or rainy?: Warm rain with the sun poking through

6. Where do you live?: A few places.

8. Do you want to get married?: *smiles* Yes.

9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: Twirl

10. Do You Cook?: Hahahaha, yes, I kinda have to, it's in my job discription.

11. Current mood?: Mello.

IN THE LAST 72 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone?: Yup.

2. Sang?: Always!

3. Been hugged?: Yes, for sure.

4. Cried?: nopers.

5. Like someone you can't have?: no

If you like this quiz, repost it in your own journal as "who was your last".

Hi everyone!

So here's the deal, I would like some more date ideas for Dan and I. You can suggest anything, fun/funny stuff, laid back stay at home things, adventurous things, ANYTHING! get creative and let me know what you come up with.

Here is deal number two. For the past couple weeks, I've been BORED OUT OF MY MIND! Send over ideas of activities that I can do for when I'm done work. Again, suggest anything, I'm game!

Thanks, I can't wait to hear your great ideas! Leave more than one if you like.


whatever you come up with, I'll take some pictures and post them, either here, or on facebook.

i want to buy a cam... but im still delaying... and not just to delay, its because right now i wouldnt feel comfortable taking the money out of my account to buy one. that would just be silly right now.

but, as wayne cambelle once said in a very matter of factly way: "it will be mine, oh yes, it will me mine"

AND IT WILL! and it will be GLORIOUS!




thats all.

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