You don't effect me like you used to,
Your grasp on me is nearly gone,
The lies you told, the distrust you've caused,
Has nearly come undone.

I threw myself at you begging for attention,
You turned me away and down,
You closed your eyes during sex,
And still you wandered around.

In bed at night I snuggled up to you,
You faced the wall and faced it until morning,
Charmed me so I would stay,
But I'm not enough, I'm too boring.

A silent hurricane raged inside,
What can I do to be good enough?
What more can I do?
I fooled myself into thinking this was trust.

You can't effect me like you used to
Now that your grasp upon me is gone,
The manipulation, the lies, the distrust...
Your damage is coming undone,